Sunday, March 20, 2011

I miss 2006. And 2004. And 2001. Time keeps on marching forward and I feel like I am slowly losing my children's childhoods. I long for the days when I could hold them and rock them and nurse them. I wish I could go in reverse a bit and hold my babies again. I wish there could be more babies for us in the future.

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  1. 2001 and 2004 definitely strike a chord with me because I had a son born each of those years. While going through boxes of pictures from 2001 onward for my son David's tenth birthday post I was getting "that feeling", like , "Where's my little baby boy?" Each picture seemed to bring back memories of a time more slowed down, more simple (although at the time it didn't seem slow or simple I'm sure!).
    Ahhh, time goes on... sadly.

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  2. Yes. At the time it seemed endless, looking back it seems so fleeting... At the time I was very frustrated that all I seemed to get done for a year after the baby was born was sit in my recliner and nurse the baby, now I would LOVE to have that time back.

    It makes me sad to think that I will never get to experience that again. :-( I have had some serious complications from the strain that pregnancy puts on my body. Better to be a mom to the ones I have been blessed with than to risk my life to have more children and leave them all motherless.

    My first baby will turn ten in September - that hardly seems possible!! My how the times flies!

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